Okay, so I've cleared out all of my messages. XD Now I just gotta go through deviations.

Umm...I'm not as stressed, now that most of the drama's over. Anna's funeral was Thursday...needless to say I cried like a baby. Hell, we all did.
It was amazing though. The whole church was full of people whose lives Anna had touched. And I saw quite a few people I knew too. I remember crying even more each time I saw someone I knew walk through the doors. Lol, I was shocked to see the ones I hadn't seen since I had moved out to the the country. Little Quinton has definitely grown up. I remember when he was just a baby. I think I last saw him when he was a tot, and now he's in 3rd grade. Haha, he looks just like his older bro did. God, I feel old. XD And his sister, Omg. I could barely recognize her.

So Anna's funeral was the first one I've ever been to....Yul delivered a speech...or w/e you wanna call it, and started crying at the end...I've never seen him cry before. I just wanted to go up and hug him.
And poor Kimaya....I'm glad she was her cheerful self, but I highly doubt she really knew what was going on.
And Dad...he was crying too. I've only ever seen him cry like 4 times in my entire life.

Lessee....we looked through some photos of her....I learned that Anna used to be a gypsy...lol. And she had gotten saved in 2001, when she was first diagnosed with cancer. They talked about how Anna wasn't afraid of dying...but she didn't want to leave her friends behind...I really started crying when I heard that. And omg...before we even got to the funeral...in the car, I was already crying. Dad was silent most of the time...and then he started talking to me, and I could hear in his voice that he was really trying not to cry either.
He said to me, "You know...we were all there when she died...her family, her friends...we all sat there next to her, holding her hand and praying with her.....and then we all said goodbye to her, and she just passed painlessly."
I cried so hard when he started talking about saying goodbye...I think it's amazing that he stayed by her side till the very end.


I'm really gonna miss her.

But don't worry about me guys...I just felt I had to share with someone. Get it all out of my system.
I love you guys. ;w;