Lol, I never had my Quinceanera, but maybe I'll have a Sweet 16. XD I'm not too keen on the idea of having to wear a dress though...
ANYWAYS. XD Yeah, I'll be 16 soon. :3 On the 8th of January.
>w< Can't wait. Splee~
I wanna go to Mexico...see my family there. x3 Knowing them, they're gonna throw a huge party. Lol, they're great. I love em. "WAZZ UP!!" "WAZZ UP!" "WAAAAZZZZUUUP!"
Idiotas. XD

So, I'll be 16. And it'll be 3 years since I've joined dA. Lol
Hopefully I'll be more active. XD;

~~~~~~~~~EEVEE~~~~~~~
[ ] You are cute
[x] You love to play
[ ] You don't like getting into fights
[x] You hate the darkness or you are afraid of it
[x] You have a best friend forever
[x] You love your best friend very much
[x] You usually don't lie
[ ] You don't say bad words
[x] Most people love you [...Or do they? XD]
[ ] You are youngest of all your siblings
[x] You like to wish upon a star
[x] You have a lots of stuffed animals
TOTAL: 8

~~~~~~~~~VAPOREON~~~~
[x] You can swim
[ ] You go to swimming pool at least one time a week (wish I could. D: )
[ ] You hate the racism
[x] Someone has said that you are hot
[ ] You are very social
[ ] You don't spend more than 2 hours on the computer or TV
[x] You enjoy sleeping
[ ] You know most of your neighbors' names
[/] You can speak in another language than English. (not fluently. xD; )
[ ] You visit social places
[ ] People call you a "smiley face"
[x] You LOVE spending time in the water
TOTAL: 4 1/2

~~~~~~~~~~~JOLTEON~~~~
[ ] You are a street kid
[ ] You have been in an accident
[ ] You usually get into street fights
[ ] Your favorite kind of music is rap
[x] You have been shocked by electricity
[x] You seriously need to get a life. (XD)
[ ] People say you're too egoistic
[x] You have tried gangsta style (XD When we joke around, yeah.)
[ ] You try to be really cool
[ ] You really want someone
[ ] Last thing you did before you sit on computer was meeting with someone.
[x] You hate something right now
TOTAL: 4

~~~~~~~~~~~~FLAREON
[x] You are kind of a hothead
[x] People try to calm you down
[ ] When you want something, you won't stop until you get it.
[ ] You are seriously waiting for something right now
[x] You annoy people (When I wanna annoy em, yep.)
[x] You like cartoon villains more than heroes
[x] You would like to have red eyes.
[ ] You were born in summer or spring
[x] You can think of crazy things
[x] You have burned something
[ ] Things around you are stupid
[ ] You don't like your life at a moment
----TOTAL: 7

~~~~~~~~~~~~ESPEON
[x] You believe in magic
[ ] You really love someone
[ ] You believe in love at first sight
[x] You haven't tried to smoke,drugs or drink alcohol (I haven't tried to, but I get to taste some wine or something every once in a while.)
[ ] You are a goody-goody......
[ ] ......or average
[ ] You get injured easily
[x] People don't really get you (No one gets insanity.)
[ ] You MUST do something right now
[ ] You are like a psychic
[ ] You have a great sight
TOTAL: 3

~~~~~~~~~~~~UMBREON
[ ] You love the dark.
[x] You like to wear/see/use the color black.
[x] Glow in the dark stickers are cool.
[ ] You are sometimes thought of as evil by your appearance.
[x] You look out for yourself at times.
[x] You have or would like to have a umbreon in your pokemon games.
[x] You are terrifyingly silent. (some tiiimes)
[ ] You have eyes that make people timid or afraid.
[x] You have helped or been helped by someone but never said 'you're welcome' or 'thank you'.
[x] You are somewhat of a loner. (If I don't know anyone, I don't try to make friends. XD; I just keep to myself.)
[x] You love to go out in the night. (even though I'm scared of the dark. Lol)
[ ] You have excellent vision in dark places.
TOTAL: 8

~~~~~~~~~~~~LEAFEON
[x] Fall or spring is one of your favourite seasons.
[ ] You adore the color green.
[ ] You love flowers but choose not to pick them.
[ ] Clean, green and pristine is your way of life.
[x] Animals adore you and you adore them.
[ ] You are a very peaceful person.
[ ] You care deeply for anyone even if you do not know them at all.
[x] You enjoy long walks in nature or the woods.
[ ] You are a vegetarian.
[ ] Your eyes are or you wish for them to be green.
[/] You really can't stand cold days.
[ ] People really love to be around you. (idk)
TOTAL: 3 1/2

~~~~~~~~~~~~GLACEON
[ ] Winter days are your favourite seasons.
[ ] Cold weathers don't phase you with or without a jacket.
[ ] You have or wish to have amazingly snow white or light blue eyes.
[ ] You live in a place where it's cold all year round.
[/] Hot days are your most hated time of any week.
[x] You don't mind cold foods.
[ ] You have once used a cold joke during cold times.
[ ] You adore very much the colour white.
[ ] You take long walks in the snow.
[ ] You have a cold personality.
[ ] People can't really call onto you for sympathy.
[x] You have heard the song Cold by Crossfade.
TOTAL: 2 1/2

XD I missed the last part of the tag so TBY's answers are still on there from 86 and down.
Fixed. Lol

XD Gotta get rid of that last journal.

Not much to say. Hope you guys had a good Christmas. ^^
I'm still drawing, guys....I accidentally left one of my folders at home. xD The important one, with commissions and trades and prizes and gifts and shizz I need to get done...XD; So..yeah. I'm at my Dad's. So for now, I'm just drawing whatever.

Anyways.
Tag.
Curse you, TBY.

001. Real name → Tammy O.
002. Nickname(s) → Tj, Tee Jay (Who used that one?..Was it you, Sphacks?), Mexican, Beaner, Mexican Beaner, Cabrona (LOL, lessee how many of you get that one)....umm...feel free to list the others you've got for me. XD I'm too lazy.
003. Zodiac sign → Capricorn
004. Male or female → *pats my chest* Yep, I'mma girl.
005. Elementary → Meadow View
006. Middle School → James T. Alton and Super PMS (inside joke, lol)
007. High School → <screened>
008. Hair color → Very dark brown. Almost looks black
009. Long or short → Short
010. Loud or Quiet → Depends. XD I'm very shy and quiet, but when I'm with people I know, I'm loud and obnoxious. Lol
011. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans~ Baggy jeans.
012. Phone or Camera → Phone. :3
013. Health freak → Depends..XD Sometimes I am, sometimes I could care less.
014. Drink or Smoke? → Neither. Smoking would kill me. Just being around a smoker makes me sick. XD And I'm too young to drink.
015. Do you have a crush on someone? → Nope.
016. Eat or Drink → OM NOM NOM NOM.
017. Piercings → Ear piercings...planning to get a cartilage piercing soon.
018. Tattoos → None...yet. x3 I really want one...or two. Lol

HAVE YOU EVER?
019. Been in an airplane → Yep. Many times.
020. Been in a relationship → Just one.
021. Been in a car accident → Nope. I've came close several times, however.
022. Been in a fist fight → Chyeah. xD

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → As soon as I was born. Lol
024. First best friend → :3 Tanisha. We were best buds..We met in Kindergarten.
025. First award → Um...I'm not totally sure...I think it was for writing. Or spelling...or reading. One of those.
026. First crush → xD Oh geeze...A guy named Timmy. And he had a twin who looked dead up like him aside for a scar on his cheek...Andrew. XD Me and Katie hated eachother cuz we both liked him. Haha, this was back in 2nd grade.
028. First big vacation → Umm...Mexico.

LASTS:
029. Last person you talked to → Face to Face? My Daddy. Over the phone? Mommy. Online? Currently talking to Zorn and Sami.
030. Last person you IMed → Zorn. XD
031. Last person you watched a movie with → Dad. We were watching Zorro. Lol
032. Last food you ate → Chinese leftovers and a chocolate Santa.
033. Last movie you watched → Zorro.
034. Last song you listened to → Hear Me Out by Frou Frou
035. Last thing you bought → Um...Christmas gifts.
036. Last person you hugged → Dad. ^^

FAVES:
037. Food → STEAK.
038. Drinks → Beer of root. :3
039. Clothing → My Sonic hoodie, jeans, my awesome snow boots of awesome, and my SatSR shirt. XD Oh, and my Shadow necklace that my stepsis made me. And my striped socks with skulls on em. 8D And..xD Okay, not going into the underwear. Now go away.
040. Books → Umm...And Then There Were None by Agatha Christie...My .hack// mangas and novels...Frank Perretti's works. Uh..and the Maximum Ride series by James Patterson. Oh, and Cirque Du Freak by Darren Shan. :3 Oh! And Harry Potter! xD *reads too much*
041. Musics → Skillet, Three Days Grace, Thousand Foot Krutch, Breaking Benjamin, Crush 40, Julien-K...a bunch of other people...It's mostly rock, but I like all kinds of stuff. XD
042. Flower → Roses. <3
043. Colors → Black, black, red, and more black.
044. Movies → Agh....Grudge, The Freedom Writers, Titan A.E....Harry Potter. Sonic The Hedgehog: The Movie...XD I can't think of any others off the top of my head.
045. Positions → Oo....And moving right along.
046. Subjects → Science, Art, Mythology, and Computers. :3

IN 2009 I....

047. [ ] kissed in the snow
048. [X] celebrated Halloween
049. [ ] had your heart broken
050. [ ] went over the minutes on your cell phone
051. [X] someone questioned your sexual orientation
052. [ ] came out of the closet
053. [ ] gotten pregnant (Lol)
054. [ ] had an abortion
055. [X] done something you've regretted
056. [X] broke a promise
057. [X] hid a secret
058. [X] pretended to be happy
059. [ ] met someone who changed your life
060. [ ] pretended to be sick ...only not to go school...
061. [ ] left the country
062. [X] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
063. [X] betrayed a friend
064. [X] ran a mile (ugh..)
065. [ ] went to the beach with your best friend(s)
066. [X] stayed single a whole year (I do that every year. XD)

CURRENTLY:
067. Eating → Nothing...Dad's gone to Kroger though.
068. Drinking → Nothing
069. I'm about to do → Draw some shizz.
070. Listening to → Music and the tv.
071. Plans for today → Maybe work on a comic..
072. Waiting for → Foooooddd.

YOUR FUTURE:
073. Want kids? → Maybe...I might adopt...Idk.
074. Want to get married? → Maybe...Dunno.
075. Careers in mind → Something where I can draw. Computer graphics, Comic artist...Idk. Something that I'd enjoy.

OR OR:
076. Lips or eyes → Eyes, I suppose.
077. Shorter or taller? → XD Eh? I'm pretty short...
078. Romantic or spontaneous → WAPOW! SPONTANEOUS.
079. Nice stomach or nice arms → XD; Wha?
080. Sensitive or loud → I'm loud. Lol
081. Hook-up or relationship → Neither. XD I just want friends. Nothing more than that, currently.
082. Trouble-maker or hesitant → I seem to find more Trouble-makers in the end. lol

HAVE YOU EVER:
083. Lost glasses/contacts → Many many times. Lol
084. Ran away from home → Once. XD; It was not a good time...
086. Killed somebody → I hope not...
087. Broken someone's heart → D: Yeah..
088. Been arrested → Nope.
089. Cried when someone died → I bawled during Anna's funeral..

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
090. Yourself → Eh..
091. Miracles → I believe in em...
092. Love at first sight → Nah. Not really...
093. Heaven → Mhmm.
094. Santa Claus → 8D SANTA!
095. Sex on the first date → Nooooo.
096. Kiss on the first date → Mm...maybe. I'd be too shy to make the first move, though. XD

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → Nope.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? → Eh...
099. Do you believe in God → Do you believe in God?~ Written on the bullet~ Say yes to pull the trigger~ ....Yep. And I love him.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people →
Eh. XD Do it if ya wants.

Okay, so I've cleared out all of my messages. XD Now I just gotta go through deviations.

Umm...I'm not as stressed, now that most of the drama's over. Anna's funeral was Thursday...needless to say I cried like a baby. Hell, we all did.
It was amazing though. The whole church was full of people whose lives Anna had touched. And I saw quite a few people I knew too. I remember crying even more each time I saw someone I knew walk through the doors. Lol, I was shocked to see the ones I hadn't seen since I had moved out to the the country. Little Quinton has definitely grown up. I remember when he was just a baby. I think I last saw him when he was a tot, and now he's in 3rd grade. Haha, he looks just like his older bro did. God, I feel old. XD And his sister, Omg. I could barely recognize her.

So Anna's funeral was the first one I've ever been to....Yul delivered a speech...or w/e you wanna call it, and started crying at the end...I've never seen him cry before. I just wanted to go up and hug him.
And poor Kimaya....I'm glad she was her cheerful self, but I highly doubt she really knew what was going on.
And Dad...he was crying too. I've only ever seen him cry like 4 times in my entire life.

Lessee....we looked through some photos of her....I learned that Anna used to be a gypsy...lol. And she had gotten saved in 2001, when she was first diagnosed with cancer. They talked about how Anna wasn't afraid of dying...but she didn't want to leave her friends behind...I really started crying when I heard that. And omg...before we even got to the funeral...in the car, I was already crying. Dad was silent most of the time...and then he started talking to me, and I could hear in his voice that he was really trying not to cry either.
He said to me, "You know...we were all there when she died...her family, her friends...we all sat there next to her, holding her hand and praying with her.....and then we all said goodbye to her, and she just passed painlessly."
I cried so hard when he started talking about saying goodbye...I think it's amazing that he stayed by her side till the very end.


I'm really gonna miss her.

But don't worry about me guys...I just felt I had to share with someone. Get it all out of my system.
I love you guys. ;w;

Hey guys. Haha, guess I wasn't really back like I thought I was. Sorry about that. I haven't quit dA or anything, life has just been rough lately.
SailorPhantom: I lost my stylus for my tablet, but we just got a new one about a day or so ago. I've got your prize drawn, so I just need to scan it in and ink and shade and all that good stuff. I really am sorry for making you wait so long.
I'll make sure never to offer prizes again unless I'm positive I'll have the time to do so. Lol
I share the computer with 5 different people, and Mom is using it the most because she has to study for the ACT, so yeah. The prize'll be worked on off and on. I'll get more time when I go to Dad's.

Speaking of my Dad, I really hope he's alright.
Here's the story, summed up. I really don't feel like going into detail.
About a month (or two) ago, we found out that a really good friend of ours had cancer. Dad was one of the caretakers, as well as some of Anna's relatives and friends. I finally got to see her last weekend, and I must've cried like 3 or 4 times during the first visit. She was so pitiful laying in that bed. Anyways, I met her brother, sister, and niece--they're real nice people. Spent the weekend with the niece and Dad...Anna did a little better the last day I was there. I was hoping she'd come through.
Mom came to my room last night and told me Dad called. She had just passed away.
He said she wasn't in pain..she passed peacefully. So I'm thankful that the Lord at least answered that much of my prayers. Doesn't mean I still wasn't upset about it. I didn't cry much though..I guess I knew she wouldn't make it. She was my Dad's best friend, so I'm kinda worried about him too, y'know? I'm also worried about what'll happen to Kimaya (her daughter, who's about 4), and Yul (her son, prolly around 16).

So yeah..that's pretty much what's got me so stressed out. School's playing it's part too, of course. But whatever. Lol, school stresses us all out.

Just hang in there, guys. I'll start posting stuff soon, hopefully.